Well, it has been a while since I put anything up here, with any meaning.
My work flow exploded this year, after a suicide attempt, I have to add.
During this failed attempt to end my life, instead I reconnected with the kid in me,
that guided me trough this whole journey, from this attempt, up to this day
...it feels a bit like Modigliani's search for meaning, where the kid in him is found again, just playing around,
making it all right again, to live, to be, to exist.
It's a very strange thing to realize, experience, ...this whole process.
Not that I advocate suicide attempts, but I just can't shake away it's relevance, this whole process:
to seeing, feeling your inner child to be evoked again,
to reignite life itself
...a V from vendetta experience (or very similar) to say the least:
Since then, an explosion happened with works, experiences,
laughter also,
very similar with early experiences,
seeing my goals being achieved,
for instance on climate change change, and…
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